Wednesday, July 23, 2008

The Healer and my healing

July 10th

The Healer Rob came to visit me when we met Rodney. We both felt really good about him. He works with herbs, energy work, nutrition and teaches you how to heal yourself as well. He has many affiliations. This is a list of his methodology.

Eastern Spiritual/Energy Disciplines Aikido -- Hideki Shirohira Sensei; Pranic Healing -- Choa Kok Sui Healing Qi Gong -- 30 years of study Tai Chi --Zen Buddhism --Nuerro-Linguistic Programming -- Bach Flower Therapy -- Certified Practitioner Touch for Health Kinesiology -- Soft-Tissue Release --Yuen Master

I sign up! Working the alternative route feels good. I feel like I’m in charge. Not completely the traditional medical field. I can't wait to find out more what we will do together.

On our first visit he talks at length about spiritual principles that are so my own. My goals here are to live lovingly, elegantly and serenely. He gives me flower tinctures, supplements and clears my energy. We talk about the keys to happy existence which is "power is service=resources and flexibility. The more you give the more you can express your talents and gifts". I also learn that "when I give into my lesson (cancer) growth can be accomplished by being vulnerable". "Vulnerability calls for courage for the unknown". "Everything is medicine Every problem is its own solution." We talk about my history and the emotions of grief, anger and hurt that have lodged in my body and caused cancer. For me it was my breast, close to me heart. He helps me to release the stuck emotions by acknowledging them, releasing, so they will never come back. He will also teach me how to let them go. I will be my healer. He tells me "Will you take your power as your ability and willingness to respond and combine it with your access to resources to generate a solution?" "Cancer is not everything, life is everything"! I say heck yea! This is his method:

1. Bach flower therapy
2. Homeopathy
3. Energy Kinesiology
4. Shame release patterns
5. create a new image
6. Heal old image
7. Teach me the process of life
8. Set me loose to have fun!
"Because that is what you are all about"

The third session I got on the massage table and he released my negative energy and we talked about nutrition he gave me 1 great book to read .
Your health your choice- Dr. Ted Morter, Jr. He knows that this whole cancer process is overwhelming. With all of the research I have to do and taking on this new way of life is undaunting. Its funny how all of these people say "oh you've got to get this book, you've got to read this...its on Amazon." I can barely make my own meals, go to work and the learn about breast cancer, let alone get on the Internet, read, or sleep all in two weeks before I get the thing chopped off. I get that he understands that so he doesn't overwhelm me.
The fourth session he gives me two more small books and we talk more about living in the now. I feel really flighty air headish and not in the now. I even forget about this appointment and come 45min late. He grounds me through more energy work and I feel like I have got the best 2hour nap ever in 15min. This really works for me.
Cancer-Matthias Rath, M.D.
Essiac Essentials The Remarkable herbal cancer fighter-Sheila Snow & Mali Klein.
At times I leave filled with joy, hope and peace. I'm so blessed to have him put in my path. I'm am a spiritual being having a earthly experience.



Nutrition and supplements:
I’m learning so much about the healing path so quickly and it feels so right. I dive in and try many new things. Juice fasting is delicious and I love how it cleans my body and how good I feel during it. After my fast, healthy food tastes so good and I crave it. A new raw restaurant called GLOW opened up the week before I was diagnosed. I went there for lunch right after wards. That’s when I got the idea to try raw. I don’t want to put anything in my body that the cancer could use to feed and grow off of, even though it was mostly mental. It took cancer to start to listen to my body to what it needs and what feels good to it. I know that’s why the cancer started. I was'nt listening to my emotional and physical needs. I don’t know if I want to eat like this forever but I know it’s time to detox and this is a yummy way to do it. Besides it helps your body loss the weight it doesn't need, Im not hungry, I eat when my bodies hungry. I lost 14 pounds.
This is the list of the all the fun stuff I’m doing to fight this Meany
Multi-vitamin
Flore essence
Cell food
CoQ 10
Garlic
Ionized water
Juice plus supplements and Veggie Magma
Apricot kernels
Kombucha
1000mg of Vitamin C
Frankincense oil on my breasts 3x a day
Mushroom concentrate pills
Lots of fresh organic greens and fruit

Sounds like a whole lot, I know! It has been a different world with lots of Aliens-(raw foodists, healers, etc.).

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